Ever have a day where you feel as tho you have disappointed everyone you come in contact with...Been there, lately maybe too frequently. It started out as a great day, but with some disappointing news it spiraled downward in a hurry. Funny how one disappointment leads to another and soon, you are just one big bundle of misery. Was the news life ending or a similar catastrophe? No, but it meant I in turn had to disappoint others. Not a place I like to be, willingly anyways. I had to cancel plans with my sister, which I had been looking forward to like you can't believe, getting away is almost impossible, now let's add in guilt. I will disappoint my daughter, by not being able to visit her next weekend, more guilt, and sadness, haven't seen her in awhile, was looking forward to time with her too. Of course I was crabby because of the decision made which meant I was perhaps a bit crabby with kids...Way fair to them...More guilt...Getting good at this guilt thing. So it continues to spin and spiral, not a fun place to be....Trying to find the positive...Perhaps not trying hard enough, since I'm not seeing too much positive just now... And maybe I will just stay crabby with the person who's decision began this road of disappointment...Something to smile about...
qotd: who have you disappointed, how did you correct it?
until next time,
Debbie
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